The will to walk ahead!

Walking on the path called my life, taking steps with trembling feet. So much of brunt taken, the flame within nearly became a burnt wick. No idea how close I am to where I want to be and where I currently am, moving ahead until soon another hit and I tumbled on the ground. The unprecedented fog ahead didn’t let me see what’s ahead. The spark died and the will to discover the unseen got buried.

Lying on the ground, the moment of silence brought peace, soothing myself with no struggles to take, no challenges to be met, just lying carefree on the ground. I closed my eyes and a faint inner me though happy, broke the silence with a “Why”?

Why did I take the struggle to come this far? Why spent sleepless nights to accomplish something? Why not gave up at first place instead of becoming capable to complete a challenge? Why was and why is there an ache to achieve and reach a summit in heart?

The despair of failure drowned in the waves of hope with the “Why” lightning up inner being again. Failing and falling is the way of life, directing to go back and try again with better efforts, Failure to move ahead was never an option.

Had life been a well laid path with desires achieved in snap, what is achievement or hard work or accomplishment may have never taken birth in first place.

The curves, steep inclines in life are the opportunities to become better and a capable one. Like a gem when unearthed from ground goes through unprecedented polish to attain its shine, so is our life like, which gets polished with challenges every time. The fog of unpredictability is the essence to focus on present and savour that moment. Availability of everything in life with a simple wish is like a wheel spinning in air aimlessly. failure in life is not to attain the best version of oneself

I dust myself off and was on the move again. Fueled my flame with the desire to reach where I want to. In my heart I knew, I will tumble and bite the dust again but I knew that too that I won’t be falling again for the same obstacle and enjoy the journey as I become the better version of myself with every step I take on path of my life.